Back on Track

So, its been a while since my last post...but I must admit I have been a bit distracted...Its so funny how things can be turned upside down within a second. An out of the blue break up followed by cheating scandals and lies have turned my life into a drama worthy of a TOWIE episode! Through it all I have learnt how important it is to hold on to your pride and dignity...(although that in itself may feel like you are scraping the dregs from your foundation bottle) You are so much better than the people who have caused you to hit the ground. It is so easy to scream and cry and let your fists take over your minds thoughts, but the stronger person will realise that their own worth is more than that. Playing the game without lowering yourself is the hardest but most satisfying revenge. Me? I chose to humiliate my ex by sending his disrespectful sext msgs and the explicit details (in the exact words sent to me by an equally disrespectful girl) to his whole family. Being a nice, honest girl makes you highly underestimated so the shock he must have felt in finding out what I had the potential to do was enough to put a smile back on my face.

I am a great believer in fate and karma. I think these things are challenges presented to us to make room for new opportunities. It may not feel like that at the time but you can either let it leave you on the floor or just go with it. We are sent signs that we can either respond to or ignore...don't be afraid of change. When I look back over the last 3 years I can see that life tried on several occasions to present to me a way out of such a negative relationship but I chose to ignore it. Things that aren't right for us will always come to end whether we choose to believe it or not. Everything is how it is meant to be. And it works both ways. those that have hurt you will be dealt a huge blow by karma so its best just to move on with your own life. I got so carried away with playing the doting housewife thinking I was happy that I forgot what true happiness is. With no responsibilities and the freedom to do what I want, I have found myself again and never been happier! Routine made me old and I feel like I have my youth back! All of which has happened in the space of a month! Never let anyone make you feel that you aren't good enough...In actual fact it is that you are too good...and it is their way of pushing their own faults on to you.

Everything most definitely happens for a reason. How you respond defines who you are as a person. Keep your head high girls! you are better and stronger than you know!

Lots of Love

Lindsey

XOXO